So much, so much

I got a wild hair a few weeks ago and decided to go back for my doctorate. And here I am, Day 5, totally freaked out. WTF am I doing here? I have no idea, and I am just a little bit scared.

In other news, I am so incredibly, head over heels in love, have been for the past 16 months. And I don't know if he knows the extent of it. I have no idea and I am just a big bit scared.

And I am also in love with the free 7 song download I got for preordering Carbon Leaf's new CD. Love love love. It hurts my heart how much I love it. Almost as much as my love for the man does.

It's amazing that love can hurt this much and feel this good at the same time.